i need this space to breath in.
i think without this space, i will die sia.


i saw chun yan today.
surprisingly, he can make it for meifong's chalet.
well i really didnt expect that he will come.
but too bad, i'm wrong.
the person he contact is not me, but bernard's sister.
i felt very depressed.
reason being the person is not me and he didnt look at me once.
how can he just forget me like that.
am i really that unimportant?
it really hurts me.
no matter what, he is still my first love.
first love is hard to forget.
when the moment i forget, he appear again.
SIGH.


he didnt look at me even once leh!
can you imagine?
is he guilty or he just dont wan to see my face?
am i really that bad?
arghhh*
i know to him, i meant nothing to him.
seems like i just cant find a reason to take me out from the drain.
i just dash into it andddd.
HAIS.


i really tiredd please.
please give me true love.
i need somebody to love me.
if not, i dunno when i will become les.
seriously.
=(((